Re: sorry...

Jeffrey,

I feel so b=d right know... The feeling that I didn't reach your expectations and =idn't do enough for you to make you happy is killing me. No words can =ctually express my gratitude towards you. Everyday I am thankful and reali=e how lucky I was to share all this time and those amazing moments with th= most inspiring and greatest man I ever met. Since I have met you my life =as changed for the best and I consider you more important than anyone else=has ever been for me. When I put my arms around you it feels like home. Yo= have been so kind and wonderful to me. Thank you for influencing me for t=e better. I am so greatful. I'm sorry if you don't see it beacause=l didn't do enough... I know I am still immature in many different asp=cts. I am trying to change and learn from my mistakes. I agree when you sa= that words don't count. For this reason I apologize if my words didn&=39;t reflect my acts. Please forgive me, I'll do better next time... I=miss you tremendously.

I send you a big, warm hug.

its not my expectations that are at isssue. . I told=you that to get into school , you would have to pass a test. you sho=ld learn to type. study, practice new things. look at you tube. =AO you prefer to instagram pictures of food and silly things to your=friends. I want you to win so i suggst how you move the pieces on th= board to do so. you choose to ignore my suggestions and want to do =t your way. seems silly to me. I tell you these are the numbers to =hoose to win the lottery, you tell me you'd rather choose your o=n. ? !! ok . if you prefer to do it your way over winning =AO, its your life.