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you did no= follow my instructions . you decided to do as you pleas=d. over and over and over ,

Jeffrey, I I also came because I wanted to =alk to you about many things. You didn't even gave me the opportunity =o do it. You could have told me to see each other another day if you were =usy. I'm worried about many things. I think you don't even re=lize the horrible situation and anxiety I'm living here in Paris. Comi=g to NY was also a way to escape this situation. I started school wit= the thought I would finish it and get a degree. You told me out=of the blu that I had to work. Now I've lost all interest. l'= renting a flat and Benedetta wants to know if I will still be r=nting it in January if not she gives it to someone else. I know my mo=her isn't an example but she is worried for me. If I don't get an =ducation I don't know what I'm going to become. All this chan=ing makes me anxious. The fact of not knowing what I will do, were I will =ive... I'm becoming crazy. I've put my Life and destiny in your ha=ds trusting you 100% and now I feel so lost...

I did and I lost my identity. I'm becoming sick and crazy and totally lost my mind