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Hi Jeffrey,

I hope all's well!

I haven't emailed you because I haven't known what to say, it's taken two months to let the disappointment of CA move through me.

The whole episode left me feeling entirely dissulisioned as to the value of our friendship.

For whatever pan I've played in this, please accept my apology.

hope you are well

I assume as always you mean the "VALUE " to you. what you can get. . ? no help in calif.. embarassing attitude , that i had to make repeated excuses. for ( no, asking for coffee is not usuallly met with such a nasty response by my firneds , I said to those that asked . ? interesting people , successful potentail friends, all lost in your focus on yourself. = obvioulsy i made a

mistake to think that at this late stage your attitude would have been adjusted by the realization that the me,me, me, has not worked for 12 years. I m not sure why you still thinkthat attitude has a chance. / / no hard feeding, just disppoainting reality

My ability to give to you is only limited by your ability to genuinely receive. Nothing else. Nothing more.

As for the other stuff its so out of whack its not worth my time. If you want to abuse me make it worth my while....

The problem with you is you think of yourself as a Prize that needs to be won. You're Not. You're a human being like everyone else with flaws and greatness.

Get over yourself already, I love you to death... Silly.

Yeah alright. You should just marry me and have my baby

That'll make it worthwhile

Sent from my iPhone

Is it possible that you have a conversation that does not ask to make it worth something

Sony for all the typos .Sent from my iPhone