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I thought you cared but I understand that for you I am just a call girl like all the other girls. Because of girls like me there are a thousand. You used to see me all the time at the beginning just because I was your "new toy" but now that you got bored you only see me for 2 days every 6 months in rotation with other girls when you come to Paris. Everytime you send me back home after I see you for me it's a trauma. I know you don't think about this. I was so stupid at the beginning that I really thought you would be always there for me. It's not right to play with a persons feelings the way you did because I really got attached to you in a way that you can't even imagine. The reality is that you have your life and you don't give a fuck of how I feel, in fact you never asked me once ( except at the beginning when you wanted to fuck me ), even now that I am moving all my stuff out you asked me if I was ok and needed any help. You say I am selfish but you don't think how all this has affected my mood and my Life as a whole because I understand it's none of your business.