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I have no interest in merely repeating the same thing. I have no interest in reminding you how and why you find yourself here. you still choose to ignore your past decisions against all advice . each few months you come to a realization of ... another list of things that you should have done differently. school friends. fake people . fake opportubites. and only get angry at others and me.

you drive people away - then complain you are on your own. you wanted to do things your way. and though being told the results will be bad you continue please know however that I m sorry you find yourself in this position. truly, only you can fix it.

You tell, you tell but in the end you are not there. Telling and guiding someone are 2 distinctive things. I understand you want your freedom but this is not the right way of treating a girl. I've always believed you were a good person. You made me believe you truly cared when in the end I was just a fuck girl for you. If you were really sorry I ended up like this you would have done something instead of abandoning me the way you did. You hurted my feelings like no one else. Because of all this story I don't even have a qualification now and find a real job, how do you think I'm going to fix my situation alone ?? I wake up everyday missing a person who doesn't give a fuck about me.