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Jeffrey, I found the appartement and I just love it! I was so lucky!

It's unbelievebly beutiful. It is only 1,500 + 50$/100$ for utilities plus one month deposit. Lady I'll be sharing with is very nice and easy going. She told me I can pay on the day when I move in.

I'm so happy :-)

Thank you, that you offered me your help. I wish to move in ASAP. You have probably no idea what a huge stone has just fallen down from my heart :) and everything just because of you! You made it possible for me :) THANKS

Great

And how r u? Where are you? :-)

My body is super extremly tired from that change and arrival back to NYC :)

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eating junk, cookies , sweets, fruit, so far you have not done the massage class that you received money for, I do not know if you did all the cooking classes. and how you spent the money for the food you were supposed to buy for it you have not yet learned anything that would make you more helpful to me, you have not asked what you can do to help. I am disappointed. I will of course still help you, but as you know, I greatly dislike bullshit . " I didnt go to massage class , but i got a massage instead, and observed," is just plain wrong. you asked for money to learn, you told me the first time that the woman canceled and ...

Jeffrey, when I was complaining about the cancellation of the massage classes you told me to go to meet some masseur and ask him to tell me how to do it. So i did. And i think you saw the proval.

I went for everycooking classes as i promised and I was practising home as well.

I spend the money that left for my flight ticket to the States, as well as for couple of singing Workshops that I found myself I'm crazy about. And for additional Visa and insurance fees I had to pay. And than it was suddenly zero.

I didnt wanna make you dissapointed. Thats the last thing I wanted to do. So I did what you told me to: find and do what you like.

First of all now I need to secure myself financialy at the beggining, than I willl be able to progress myself.

I wish to get on the singing path, however, I've got no idea how to do it by now.

you say you want to get on solid finacial footing and you want to go on a singing path? ???? , you are too smart for this ..

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I spend the money that left for my flight ticket to the States, as well as for couple of singing Workshops that I found myself Pm crazy about. And for additional Visa and insurance fees I had to pay. And than it was suddenly zero. what addditional visa fees? ,

I didnt wanna make you dissapointed. Thats the last thing I wanted to do. So I did what you told me to: find and do what you like.

First of all now I need to secure myself financialy at the beggining, than I willl be able to progress myself. I wish to get on the singing path, however, I've got no idea how to do it by nowt

But I'm too smart to give massages and be cool as well..

So what should I do?

You told me you wanted to learn, you have changed your mind, ok, singing is not going to help you, toefl test we talked about, you did not do well enough to get into a good school . You were on a great track , until you ignored my advice get involved with a bad boy, and since then , i hate to admit it but there has been little progress and in fact probrably a couple of steps back . you lost your patience and tried to get rid of your waist quickly, you tell me about salads. , diet cokes and cookies. Im not sure how to best help. but letting you bullshit both yourself and me Im sure is not the right thing

I got rid of the bad guy! You told me to get someone, because ai cant wait to my 70. When he turned out bad, I got rid of him. I was sad for day or two and I was happy again. Yes, I messed the toefl but I can do it again. And way much better than last time. It's not just you who was dissapointed by my 89 points. But me! You have no idea what kund of 'depresion' I had from myself.

I was going to gym as crazy as you told me. I didnt use to eat cookies half an year ago. But started ever since you told me to get weight. I didn't like to got fatter, but I did it. Not to dissapoint you.

You told me to eat proteins, so I had salamon, yoghurts and lot of cottage cheese today.

I found new place where to stay as fast as possible to show you I'm not just sitting on my ass.

I want you to be proue of me, proud of yourself one day that you made me happy and successful in my life as you said it is you primar aim that makes you happy..

But I dont like those massages. I consider myself too smart to rub someones back for minimal money. So i got basic information about points and moves on how to do it. And i didnt need any certificate for it. I dont wanna do something that I dont like. As soon as I earn some money, I can give you that budget back.

So tell me, please, even if neither of us know. What should I do on my track now? I won't bullshit no more...

Honestly (i know i should not use this word but it fits in here), it helped me a lot that I saved some money from that massage certificate- so I could pay all neccessary fees conected with my arrival in here..