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I was a young 18 year old girl. I did nothing wrong! YOU DID! How dare you suggest otherwise!!!!!

The fact I have to ask for money so my account is not overdrawn is ridiculous. I need money now and after everything I've done, I do not deserve to keep having to go through this with you.. I want this resolved.

I will gladly respond to you when you finally decide to communicate to me as a friend, a friend to whom you should be thankful , and not , resentful . not complaining , whining,expect - demand -accuse,- expect,- deride-admonish. / It sorrily appears you have forgotten, that when I first met you , you had not even a high school education. You and I organized a GED, you had driving lessons, horseback riding lessons, cooking lessons, photography lessons, flying lessons. psychologists, doctors. dentists , plastic surgeons. flower arranging, you only owned a couple of worn out dresses and a tooth brush, eating popcorn for your main meal. . your closets now are full, coats bags, shoes. toys . I tried to teach you aesthetics„ you have traveled. seen things, that fewvever get to see . however, Instead of being thankful , and recognizing the obvcious fact that out of your life , where most things have gone right, it never would have happened without my help ,encouragement and support. you merely continue to irriationaly demand a living and to focus your attention on the 5% that has gone wrong. You rightly point out that the bad press is a problem, at the same time ignoring the fact that the gulfstream girl that you so enjoy has been made psosible by the very same person you now blame for her hardships.. I woudl like to imagine that that you would have done quite well without my help. but frankly, so far , it doesn;t really appear that way, does it, ? You have great faith in your abilities, so do I . Its time you prove yourself.

I cherish the good times we had, you have forgotten it seees that You walked out three years ago. ,and this, only after a year of your emotional drama. Emails galore recount your unrealistc demands and overblown expectations . taking no repsonsblity is metnioned over 50 times. Your expectations of what you are owed by me and the world i sugggest needs serious revision / You wanted your parents to clean up your dog shit ,. when they had had enough, you thought them unreasonable. You have been taken care of for years now, almost as many as when we were together, your rent has been paid you have been given money without strings, and the ugly fact is that after all you have been given, you find it still difficult to make it on your own . You studied hard and became a pilot. congragulations , it is difficutl to imagine that you could have done that or most of the things you have been able to achieve , ( and not given adequate thanks for.) without my support, but again continue to choose to ignore those gifts of friendship. You now blame me for most that is wrong with your life. sending me only emails that point out the negatives. Ignoring as always ,the role that you actually played, I am grateful for your past support and have demonstrated it overhwhelmingly . I am aware that your inability to see things as they really are is both a strength and weakness, Anorexia is as a result of someone looking in the mirror and seeing themselves in a way hat does not purport with reality, It is difficult to convince them that they are thin, . almost impossible, no matter what the scale or anyone else says they tend to believe what they want.