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i prefer to just send you money, , silly, masquerade as i only want to help you, i canpt pretend that im interested in the table

i have someone. first , you said for when you were back feb 13 so that was what i was working towards. stop being oblique and blaming me for it.

the last time i apologize for - in part - i spent about 20 hrs doing SEO with AI and doing stupid grammar changes on your website for nothing.
i put up with your inaccessibility and your fickleness. i will not rehash this with you again.
you are waving the promise of mone

so you won't put it in your foyer b/w the chairs if we make it for you? It's an arduous process and the tables are one-offs. Are you saying we should stop planning the build for you?

if you want to help me and send me money, great. i can even give you a real revenue note - we had legal docs drawn up.

but if you want to help me with alternative terms then now you need to say if i should keep going or not. i need to keep the business separate from this. it's important. and smart. and i have a partner.

words. yes. but i am not like other people. i'm admittedly confused by ambiguity and weird punctuation. But sometimes i say something good.

i have no interest in the table, it was a dumb acquience , I will send you some money , you will do your part, or not

i already went to equinox for a consult to meet people but can't afford the fucking membership now. i have gathered other options - which i explore at night after work is done. i was going to go back to next agency again and talk to your friend next week. but i am wary of this. i don't know your life and i don't want either of us in trouble.

not being able to talk to sarah was not what i agreed to when i was at your house. as a business woman i

want and have to be efficient. this is a side project. and i have better things to figure out.

my life sucks right now. i am sad and poor and scared and embarrassed of being single again at 40 with a struggling start-up.

i'll do what i can for you for now and see what i can dig up for your feb return. not b/c i don't want to disappoint you. just because i have already invested energy and it would be stupid to not pursue it now.

just keep your money. dont buy a table you don't want. they are the few assets we have and our time is so crunched -i'd rather put my heart into the piece for someone who was actually going to own it and not have to lie to my biz partner. i would lose money if i made the table for you and spent so much time doing this too.

if you decide i can talk to sarah, then we can change the way this all works out for both of us.

this WILL NOT be linked to my business. only to me. I'm not stupid.

I tried . I'm sorry . Lets forget it. I gave you my best advice. I said no Sarah immediately but I understand and wish you luck

I took your advice and have been working on this, JE...in between 6 projects for the start up and dealing with logistics of my egg freeze which starts thurs. you told me it was for mid feb. so i planned as such.

yesterdays email pissed me off b/c i have put in time and was making headway according to what we spoke about despite honoring your wishes for me not to speak to sarah and not knowing who the hell i am allowed to contact.

I have 6 places and one person so far but need to get in contact with her.

i want to help and i need help. but i'd like to be clear on the parameters so i don't feel like i am constantly recoiling every time you speak to me like a douchebag. if we can be clear we can really work together. please, je. meet me in the middle here for both of us.