Re: Surgery

I won't be on any pained medicine. It's a pretty straightforward operation. I'll be out of hospital the

same day.

Please just talk to me. I can't take this any longer, Sir. I am suffering deeply. I don't understand why you are treating me this way for being vulnerable once.

Your heart is not breaking. You would have understood that what happened would never happen again, because I am not like that.

Best regards,

I am regretting every second of that day. People make mistakes. Haven't you? You are a wise man and I know you can see that I am well aware of what I have done and I won't do it again. I have my whole life to learn from you. Don't destroy me please. I tried so hard to get this far.

Best regards,

Sir, you are stronger and wiser than me. I have no doubt in you and your word. I am a weak woman who was too self conscious, but I will be stronger if you let me. I would never ever break a promise again. I sweat Haven't any of your employees made a mistake not even once? I don't believe people can be prefect.

I can be as good as them

Best regards,

I did not want to ruin your Christmas, Sir. Please forgive me. I should have said that I want to talk to you later and that's that. I just didn't want you to ask me questions. I wanted time.

Now I realize what a stupid idiot I was. How childish I was to say that I am already at my grandparents house when I was just going there.

You have seen something in me. You have invested time and money in me and I will pay it back with all respect and gratitude that you deserve. I know you are very disappointed in me, but I will pay off. This just can't be the end. It's Christmas, Sir. There has to be a miracle for both of us. It was fate that brought me to you in Paris. It was meant to be

Best regards,

As the surgery is elective , wouldnt it have made more sense to do it AFTER school was finished, but i understand if you were concerned. . as you will be on pain med. for few days. we should delay any skype. . I am clear that you cannot work for me . it breaks my heart. but .. we shall see what we can do if anything .

please stop playing a victim. Its not atttractive. nothing was done TO you. you broke my trust , and our agreement.

yes people do , I have made many, I have paid the conseuences for doing so. I have however never broken a promise. . and as i make many agreements I am known for not breaking them , no matter what.

I feel sorry for us both. me and my assitnats make many mistakes. . lying to my face. is not one of them . it is xmas day and there are guests I must contend with. you didnt lie only once , there was lie after lie after lie and then directly to my face. . NO assistant no matter how long she worked for me , would keep her postion . NONE