(no subject)

kate, petra, dasha, sarah. jenn, europe search„ dana simona, nanny. all NEGATIVE --"-tell me how long they will stay don't change your mind, - be kind to kate ." how am i to respond? -- with valdson in the house fro two weeks„ one egg sandwich , the only thing served from you - for three weeks. its crazy. I have asked you , to propose a role, you have not done so.. i love you and do not want to have a blow up , you feel it incumbant it seems to snipe at those that are helpful. -- attacking them -- not once have you said „ boy it was nice that did that fo you not once.. you find it more approriate to spend thousands of dollars on a gift for you grandfather than for sarah, or the people who actually have been helpful to you. i will be happy to talk to chrine if you think it would be helpful, two days after i ask that you and sarh not be gone the same time. you ignore it„ its fine but just one more example of no matter how i ask, nor no matter what i suggest„ you seem to want to do it your way. its ok.. but only for you.. it does not work for me.. I do not burden you with the stress of my legal issues.. , I'm sure if i had more patience in reserve i would feel diffemetly. but i hesitate to talk to you because virtually evertime you have something negative to say. i say , in an attempt not to have a fight , trying to find a non- hot topic that its sad that story and sarah are having sex issues,,, your response, yea thats because sarahs a bitch.. so we continue in silence . ..