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Simply trying to have a conversation with you about neutral things that won't make you yell. In Florida even when I asked if you needed anything ( clearly trying to help) , that was a day of aggravation because I used the wrong word.. It is clear that at the moment you are going to pick on me no matter what I do so I gave up..

you gave up years ago. you are no longer in love with me , i undrstand, I will always be there for you. your neutral conversation is the usual topic ie what about you. you you you you you. get over it. " I have asked you to list your expectations. I have asked that you think about transitition. Like a circuit diagram, we have taken you out of the circuit , to see if you, the component ,was an addition or a negative to the system, you maintained that it was only other girls , that were hindereing it. they have not been here, they have been put in and then taken out of the systen with no effect, confirming their irrelevance.. however with you not here, there are no arguments, no tension, same food. true i have to ask janush to buy magazines . but he did that in less than 30 minutes„ he didnt change his hair color. or buy movies. , that would have taken another hour.

I am sorry but you are delusional. I am very much in love with you. I also decided not to take the lies and abuse anymore. I watched. I watched how you treat other girls when they do the same or less than I do and then compared it to the nasty comments, hurtful jokes, embarrassing remarks in front of others, no kind words, thank you, hugs or smiles. It is sad. And it was the 'girls' that created tension to begin with. I am sure there are no arguments when you are alone. None of the bimbos are worth arguing with and your employees wouldn't dare say a word to you no matter how you behave. I don't know what transition you are referring to. I told you in October we should think about a transition if you want to brake up. If thats what you want to do, then please stop masking it by telling me you just need a break before July, leading me on ( and wasting my youth :) Thank Yo Thank You

Yes, in october i said yes, lets lay it out.. If WE decide ---do you want to stay in new york , do you want to stay in your apt. for how long?, ---leading you on??.? once again , just the poor passive victim. no role no resposnibility, no decsion. no help.

You did not say yes, just like you did not say that although you promised to have a baby, you never 'wanted to have one with me". Just like you promised to always take care of me and just like I never had to worry, just like you would always be honest...