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I don't enjoy this any more than you do. These issues are unpleasant to deal with and they need to be resolved fairly. I care about you and I am not proud of the way we communicate lately

you Only ask for things , you demand things you expect things, you blame your repeatable four yearof failures on me, you fantazie about being successful, but refuse to learn or take steps to help yourself , you rationalize your failures by taking false consolation by considering yourself a victim, you have spent hundreds of thouands of dollars you have much to show for it, and have spent it as you have seen fit, i have not intefered, you don't ask for help nicely you demand more , and then more again, . you tell me for the very first time that you could have found work but not up to your imaginary standards, you tell me you have developed valueable web site that does not generate money, you tell me that someone was going to hire you but did n't , though they hired no one else to date. you tell me that if it were only no presss your amazing marketing skills woudl get you to where you want to be, all claims , with no evidience whatsonever , contrete evidence that money was going to be paid to you. it is all excuse wrapped in fantasy , wrappted in a multuyear sense of entitlement that my emails shows goes way back . before you left. before you ignored my statements that by following your own bad advice it will lead to an umpleasatnt place.. You are an adult now. we will never know where you would be today if we had never met, I would have been sad, but you seem to think you would have beeen further ahead.

It must be confusing...the person you describe sounds irrational, entitled and delusional. The 18 year old A student suddenly decided to leave high school, she knowingly spent all her future money on clothes, she didn't go back to school, never considered a career, never tried to earn money, she was ready to have a baby at 22 with no money and she now doesn't think she has to work... Sounds crazy. Until you realize that she made choices based on a promise she would always be taken care of financially and never have to worry about money. No conditions, no expiration date, period. It was certainly an unusual and generous offer, but it made sense coming from you. I could be ok with doing nothing to advance my future and just spend time with you, traveling freely on your schedule and living your life, because I knew I would never have to worry...or so I thought. I would have been with you anyway but I would have made very different choices that affected my future and security. Yes you talked about things leading to an unpleasant place and to me that place meant not being with you. That was the most unpleasant thought for me, and unfortunately I wasn't able to prevent that from happening, but it was unrelated to the promise of financial security.

I hear you now have a different view, but isn't it clear that all those 'irrational' decisions you describe can actually be explained by that security deal? Few years ago you told me you don't remember it, but I refuse to accept that it was a 7 year misunderstanding. I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that... that was my future at stake and you are saying I simply misunderstood..?