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I completely agree and I'm really sorry that you had to wait me nearby store yesterday but you wrong, I never think only about myself, especially about modeling now, after a lot of conversations. Yes I was stupid, I messed up last night but not because i'm selfish, lazy or do not want to help you, sometimes I can not think of myself to just a simple things, if you told be before or give me a hint, that I can come in during your dinner-meeting and help to it would be even my pleasure,that I were useful... I thought I need be dressed up [ ] always like that when I'm in your house,because a lot of ppl coming to you and can see me, I never wanted you had a hard time because of me...

I asked you to come at 3 p.m instead of straight from shcool as the people would start coming at 4.. I spent the time to take you shopping myself . . I asked you if you had brought different shoes , as it would not be nice for you to wear the boots when the people arrived and you said you had,,, Then you tell me you didn't know I needed you help.. and asked if you could find a boy to fuck spent hours doing nothing but talking to the girls. . It seems you focus on your modeiling , your world , and think little about helping me ..