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I cannot have any more girlfriends. I am done. I have no interest, The last years have drained me. I am free, and i intend to stay that way, for a very very long time. I am
continuing to recover. You and I have been through a lot together.. You have taken much much much more than you have given.. As I have said previously, I should not have let it
go on so long, but i was candid and said that i didn't see a need for you to learn the hard way, you and meant too much,, I told you 6 years ago on the beach in florida. You [ ]
chose to take advantage of that fact. nag nag nag nag nag nag.. it was a good strategy. you got attention, money, aneducation in life. all you had to do was nag. that is pretty good
, I am willing to sit face to face.. I have little to say that I have not said before. numerous times,, all to no avail. I can;t belive i put up with so much for so long. It is embarrassing.

• for us both. I know for sure that I have no patience left. This is a failing that i have tolive with. If you want a face to face, you have been a friend, and i rarely refuse friends..

Ok...that's helpful. You don't need to justify your decisions. it's clear to me you have enough good reasons. I only needed you to close the door on our relationship and tell me you know what you're doing. Last time we yoke you were unable to say we were done - you said you didn't know. This was in October. But now it sounds like you finally do know what you want. I have no intentions of changing that so - closed it is. Thank you.I'll man synthesizing.

I do still need to sit with you but we don't need to discuss this any further. There are obviously still practical issues that need to be addressed.

PS: We have been through a lot and I mean it when I say I amjust as embarrassed about my behavior as you are about putting up with it. There was a lot of negativity I admit to causing, but let's not make it more dramatic than what it was. My intentions were not 'devious'. I was a spoiled brat but there was no master plan to take advantage of you or any "strategic and demonic" tactic to exploit your love. My feelings for you were 100% genuine. There was no strategy driving my uncooperative behavior. jealousy and selfish attempts to keep you all for myself. I can't justify any of that. But t hope you understand that my desire was not to get your money. lifestyle or any other perks. but YOU and, yes, your attention. No more, no less.