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You've always told me that I should learn from my mistakes so now doing a job that pays telling you that it leads to no personal growth and E asking you what should I do next in order to grow and your answer is that it's to late and then you ask me to find you escort girls. How am I supposed to learn ???? What's to late about being in my early 20's and wanting to learn ??

not whining, trying to find solutions with you in order to get out of my situation. I am working hard and as telling you working in a restaurant is not in my field of interest but doing it because I've got no other choice. When I worked at Coste I quitted because the atmosphere was awful, full of prostitutes and not very descrete. I've found a job in an other restaurant smaller where actually working hard. also continuing to babysit. None of these 2 jobs are in my field of interest, financially gratifying or intelectually stimulating. So since working hard with zero satisfaction like to understand what is the outcome from this.

ask someone else please. what have you learned , nothing it seems you are doing the same things all over again. whining. complaining. no growth story is the same old bullshit. i paid for your schools. you passed up the opportunity to show you can work hard, and as of today all i hear is exactly the same old bull . i have littel interstet incontinumg this . sony

doing what you told me to do.

I have no idea.