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In the most gentle of ways , I would suggest that it appears that you have not leamed very much. Your emails and conversation, actions,( tactics). all continue along the same path as they have always. Its filled with , focused on, and directed to what YOU want , desire , need. No one else. certainly , not me. Not your family, not your dog. not your puppies, no one but you. Jeffrey I truly want you to be happy , . not for years. Jeffrey , I understand YOUR needs. and heres what i have done to help. Jeffrey ,I realize you have needs , so i have done x. NO„ , ITs I want ,I need I desire. your lack ofconcern for me and others, is astonishing. I am aware you dislike your family . Your mother talks and talks only because she pays no attention to the fact that others are not interested in what she is saying, she is blind to the feelings of others -she wants, desires, needs, to talk. THere are no evil intention in it -no demonic strategy , . she just cares soley about herself . her actions are selfish, self centered and inconsiderate , to others around her. she wants what she wants I continue to suggest that you look in the mirror.. Yes Im sure you realize you made many mistakes , but that is only step one. Yes, making people feel good, you now realize gets you what you want. ( per your email ). however, you miss the point . I care about others, be it bimbos m scientist, friends . I actually care„ it also happens to get me success. but I care .

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I had to laugh when I read this as it was exactly the reason I didn't want to answer you. "What do you want„ what do you want...you force me to focus on strictly answering your specific questions in emails, avoiding meeting in person and any opportunity to get a real sense for months, and then you come back with an email like this. So in some ways I have not learned, I still fall for the same tricks. It's funny, really. I walked straight into it.

My 'making people feel good is not about getting what I want. If you got that idea from my email, please read it carefully again. This is why I asked to have these conversations face to face but you delay, cancel, avoid and my patience ran out. It's my fault. I am disappointed you find it so hard to believe that I could be doing something right, but I see a difference, other people around me see it and I feel pretty good about my progress. I finally have a great understanding of who I am, who I want to be and what I need to work on. So while I am aware there is room for improvement, your email doesn't have much weight at the moment. I know you care