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Jeff please don't be angry with me :( i know I will get rid off this hardest worst habit of mine :( i promise. It just takes a time. I care about you so much. And appreciate everything you are doing for me. Thank you so much for it. I'm just afraid not to let you down especially with small things like this.. And I do.. :( and I feel awful for it. What the hell is wrong with Why am i doing that unpurposely?!?

Now I'm thinking about it. I think I do it to not make people let down. I make excuses when I don't wanna go out with someone. I don't know why it is so hard for me to tell them: sorry I'm canceling on you today because I'm not in a mood.

I'm so so so so so so sorry. Please jeffrey, don't loose your trust.

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if you don't want to let me downm then take a photo and tell me its private and please be careful with it. or tell me i am concerned . or tell me your are taking singing lessons with the money i gave you to learn something for me, or tell sorry i made a mistake , not , i couldn't reach Jeffrey, that s why i ddin't tell him. or I know you think its dangersous for me tohave unprotected sex with the guy at the gym, but I can tell hes the type that doesn't lie. . I want you to succeed, you look great, your speech is much much better, but your attitude as i told you before has made it difficult for you in the modeling biz, ( not that it is the right place for you, anyway but it should be your decision , not the agencies.

Thank you, really thanks. I flagged this message. It will remind me all the feelings I felt when I let you down. Those are the worst feelings ever... I promise you I'll try not to do it again. I failed with guy, i failed with words I say. I wish to take thsese back.. Or fix them..

However, there is one thing I can still put back to correct way.

Jeff, please this pic is just for you, for no one else. Please, be careful with it.

I feel comfortable to send it to you. However I'm afraid of internet securities. I'd feel much comfortable if you can delete after seeing. :*

Please don't loose your trust and patience wit me.

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now one where you smile. and i want to see your ass. whether or not i lose my trust is up to you.

Aaah...

I left home meanwhile ..
Never mind :D

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