Re: Now I understand...

Karina,

I'm so sorry that I hurt you. Due to our age difference and you being half way across the world, it would not have worked. You are a wonderful woman and the man who gets your attention is going to be very fortunate. I have met a woman that I feel is very compatible with me and someone that I like very much. I hope you will not hurt for long. There are many, many wonderful men in the world and my hope is that you too will find happiness.

God bless, and I will keep you in my prayers.

Jeremy

On Thu, Mar 18, 2010 at 1:00 PM, Karina Shuliak wrote: Hi Jeremy,

Now I understand what happened and why you don't write me anymore. I just have seen your page on facebook. It's hard to describe what I feel. Of course, it's so understandable that you have a girlfriend, but when I didn't know everything was different. Everything was like in a pink light. I'm sorry for writing to you all this, but I can't not to, I can't keep it inside anymore. I have never told even a 1/10 part of all these words to any man that I write to you, but now I want to and I even don't care what you'd think about it now. Those very short time I spent with you was like a miracle, from your first "Hi" and till your last glance when you smiling was looking at me while I was going away. And since I was gone there was no day when I haven't think of you. I was thinking of you so much, too much... I know it was different with you, that's why you probably can't imagine what I feel. And all this time I was cherishing a hope in my mind that one day I'll see you again. It was so stupid I know, and many times I told myself that I should stop, moreover I didn't even know if I'd be able to come to the US. But I believed. And what is the most funny, now I'm already waiting for my visa, I even talk to Dr. Malik almost every day about the job, and I was waiting for this spring for so long, cause in spring time is running very fast and soon the summer will be. But today everything changed. Jeremy, you are a very bright person and I can't wish you anything except happiness. I hope you are happy.

Karina.