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Why did you send this ? Do you want to make my day harder? Do you want me to regret pointing out a problem ? Or did you just want me to feel bad

do you mean a nicer way to respond to the same complaint over and over and over, though when i propose a solution the only one I know you either ignore it,or tell me you have your own opinions about how to deal with it. or is there a nicer way to respond to you feeling it is your perogative to monitor who goes in and out of my massage room and when . ? or is there a nicer way to respond to you suggesting things tthat never happend , in violation of a repeated understanding. I am trying as much as i can to b e understanding of your concerns, jesssica's age. my prefereing to look at younger women, what happenes in ten years. your crying as opposed to making a commitment to try harder, your crying instead of being thankful for our love for each other, your crying adn then sending me a note to tell me what damage i have done to your day.

I did not ignore your suggestion to me since our last conversation on the island. I think you have ignored your own suggestion more (it is not a complaint). I understand you were busy.

I am sorry you cancelled your meeting, I also cancelled morning lectures and now sifting at the other one and start crying every other minute. not nice either, there must be a better way to point out a problem I believe. In fact we did speak about it already, recently on the island, when you decided to kindly help. Why did you decide to bring it up the way you did today?