Re: HERE GOES

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From: "Maemarcia@aol.com" <Maemarcia@aol.com>
To: jeeproject@yahoo.com
Sent: Saturday, April 19, 2008 3:22:12 PM
Subject: HERE GOES

.  Leaving tonight .Fine - maybe a reason you didn't marry .

I am simply soooooooooooooo nervous - next to what is maybe= panic attack .  Took a xanan from my dog  and now i'm calmer but dittzier.

Only worried (only ???)  about the surgery and return which bruce booked too early. Don't like being away from comfort of home all together yet in agony.

+Yes - know it needs to get done - have to miss NY  meeting but so anxious to feel GOOD.

All I seem to do is cry and nothing is even sounding good.  So there - stilll my friend and what ?

or willl you abandon me too.    Y(yes , i'm shitty    right now.)

We have our cells if you  want.

 

Marcia M.