RE:

I'm just terribly upset and disappointed how everything turned out. I had such a good relatioship with both you and GM, helped me through the most difficult time and you cut me off because I raised my concern about what was going on and how it may impact me and suddenly my phone was disconnected and all my info lost, disconnected from the server so I couldn't do work for GM anyway!, Rich sent an email about cobra insurance and everything I had been working towards did a 360. I've been out of touch not only because I'm disappointed but I've been meeting with people to try to get a lead on the next coming months in my life and what to do. Now that I have no money, do I stay in NYC and find aother job and prolong what I ultimately want? Do I return to Iowa and finish my degree and rack up more financial aid debt I haven't been able to pay to this point anyway? I can't go to colorado to start the company bec I don't have money to do that anymore. I can't ask people to borrow money when right now I don't have a financial way to pay them back. I had someone to take over my apartment this month but they backed out the last minute only causing me to pay rent that I didn't have funds for at all. Then I have a $400 past due phone bill through August that was unexpected that I no way have the money to pay for. I've ruined friendships with my girlfriends from being absent from their lives over the past several months and I'm trying to rebuild them slowly and I'm not sure if they ever will be. I see people my age successful and happy and I see me in this place that seems no matter what direction I want to go I can't, my hands are tied. So I'm trying to figure it out. A few months ago I never thought my llife would be like this.

I want to make right with you and GM by paying you back, every penny. Givin my current situation it won't be plenty but want to pay you back for all you have done for me. I have already asked Bella fo these totals.

I certainly hope things for you have only gotten better and you have remained strong! Take care of yourself!!

cd

----------------------------------------> Date: Tue, 2 Oct 2007 14:21:37 -0700> From: jeeproject@yahoo.com> To: catherinederby@hotmail.com>> catherine,, I am concerned that your e mails seem out of context and character.. you were neither fired as you last emails suggest, your phone was not turned off, as this last email suggested, and have not cantacted me , though you had written it was your intention to do so.. I hope thing s with you are fine, and would appreciate a call or return to this , communication. your friends are worried jeffrey

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