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Hello Jeffrey.

I was trying to contact you for a long time, it was real=y hard time to me, but I even dont remember when something was right in my=life. But , as they say, if nothing goes right, go left, so I started to a=mit things as they are and just dont overthink and kill myself.

I really need to see you, and I was really shy to write you and ask for=something, but I really need your help. I want to meet you in=September and I want to get to a new start, I am fed enough with my family= country and traditions, feelings, consideration and stuff. That all toget=er pushed me in a small circle and was torturing me every day, killing my =elf-appreciation and wiliness to anything.

I want to be true to you, I dealed with as much problem=s as I could, gained some weight, I was 38 kg ! a month ago, stabilized my=sense. But I can not move forward because of money. I was trying to work, =ven when my visa doesnt allow me to, but here, in Malaysia its impossible.=l cant make easy money and turn to a wrong way, I was trying to live in th=se obstacles, which I was going through.

But now, Im in a trap, I made my best to push myself to=this line, when I can be as free as a bird and breath some life in myself,=or I will miss it and die inside. I cant take it anymore.

Its very hard for me to ask you money, but I woul= really thankful! if you could help it out, I could do anything that I can=for you.

All I need is just my teeth repair and flight to Par=s, to you. I really need it, and my dream is to make these teeth until! Se=tember and work put for looking better and meet you before my new life sta=ts, Its a long way talk, I want to tell it to you personally, when we meet=

The problem is since I moved to Malaysia, you remember = was living hard in Uzbekistan, and they started eat me and my parents wit= rumors, as I was a "wrong" girl, they provocated them to arrang= a marriage for me, untill its "too late" so I was working as a =onkey for one year and won a competition to move and study here in Malaysi=, I gathered my money secretly and just run away, because Malaysia is t=e only place except post Soviet Union countries which dont need visa. So I=payed for the half of my studies and moved on with my scholarship, but my =arents dont accept me and was really angry and its been 6 month we dont ta=k.

I was trying to compromise, but no result, I was feelin= pain for it, but now I decided to stop. If we have no point of mutual ag=eements and understanding, I dont need it in my life.

So, since I moved from Uzbekistan, I could not work on my braces, her= its too expensive and I had some time to wear them without changing in ad=ance, now, some of them fell out, my teeth are intensively moving in a wro=g way and they start to shake because of the wrong spread pressure, I gues= Im about to loose all my teeth so far if I wont do anything to them. c/=iv>

I made a consultation with a dentist, and he said the w=ole work whicj should be done

to glue 3 new =races bricks back,

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So they calculated everythi=g with invisalignes, brace arches, implants and service (rip out 1 teeth, =leaning, bricks changing, bandage) and gave me the approximate price 3750 =SD. Thats enormous and I dont have that money, so Im walking with these te=th and spoiling them more and more day by day .

and I would really like to come to France, and I should go to Uzbekista= for 3 weeks and then come back to Malaysia, to change my 21 year stamp in=passport. so all my last money went to the ticket back home. I can easily =ome and I really want to go to Paris in September, right after my birthday= but I think its much easily to apply for french visa here, because its no= strict and Im a student here. on a holidays. All I need is just to submit=my documents, open a visa card and buy a small tour. So they can easily gi=e me visa. But I have only a couple of days left for it, I already asked a=d ready to collect all the documents for apply, but the tourist company (t=e cheepest one) needs 2800 euro for 13 days (3463 USD) for it. which I =Iso dont have.

Jeffrey, Im really sorry for asking you, but Im dying of this, plea=e save my tiny ass make me a greatest present ever and let me see you and =ome to you with a good smile. I already made a long way, which was not eas= for me, I dont want to stop because of this problems, I kust need your su=port at this exact time, because you are the only one for me.

I really missed you,

XOX

Kind re ards,