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do you really want to start this whining again?!!!

what is it , are you suggesting you do not lie. manipulate bullshit, these people. if so. just tell me that, write Jeffrey I dont lie to these people. and then I will decide if i ever speak to you again.

I don't understand why you react like this... I don't think I said something wrong to you and if I did I'm really sorry. I'm very happy and enthusiastic about going to Paris and starting school. Thank you. However, yesterday I had fever and still now I'm not feeling well. I know you don't like complaints and you always would like to hear me saying that I'm great all the time but I'm not from LA. Sorry, I would love to be always "positive thinking" but I am not this kind of person. Like every human being I have up and down moments and you should accept this. I am always thankful and grateful to you and I think you are great but you can't always blame me for everything I do. I always feel when talking to you that I'm walking on glass and that I should be careful to every single word I say.... This doesn't make me feel comfortable. Instead of trying to understand things by talking about the problem you just interrupt the conversation without giving any explanation. I understand that you have more power, doesn't mean you have to act like this with me.

Lying to my brothers, Olimpia, my mother batman, people Who paid for my school about what???!!!! Margots flirt ??!!! Really ?! Since when ? Is he margo's property now ? Do you want to see the messages he sent me ? My brothers rented a house to stay all together in an island. I am the only one who didn't go so that I can study.

she invited you to the house. do you not have any idea of right and wrong, ??!!

Yes it's wrong.

promise not to say anything to Margot so that she wouldn't get jealous or upset. you were her guest. are you crazy

its between you and everyone else. of course. its always the same, bullshit bullshit and bullshit. I am trying very hard to warn you of a very bad life ahead for you if you continue to behave this way, you decide.

It's always the same story

Yes but they are FRIENDS. If Margot was his girlfriend or if something happened between them I would have never even thought about it. Then Margot tells me that I have to sleep with him in the same bed?!!! What I did is wrong and I'm very very very sorry. I would like to speak to her about it and apologize for what I did because I really feel guilty but I don't know how... The whole situation was very weird.

However this is between me and her

I have lied to many people you are right and I'm sorry for this. However everytime it was for a good purpose. I didn't harm anyone except for myself. For example I could have said the truth about you to the people who paid my school, batman and my family but I didn't. I thought it wasn't a very good idea. So I've lied. For margot, yes I've lied to her. But she never even kissed with him (at least this is what she told me) and beside all this Tancredi has a girlfriend. He made me promise not to say anything to margot so that she wouldn't get jealous or upset. I'm not justifying myself by saying lying is a good thing or acceptable but sometimes it is necessary if I want to keep my Life private to some people. As you told me once: " Your habit and mine are very used to lie to everyone" and "You and I lie to people, I just wanted you to know that I understand". I'm glad I'm not the only one and we make the same mistakes.

Can you call me on my phone?

Hahaha

you took money for psychology class and then spent it on movie class. I asked what classes you had taken, you told me psychology, only the very night before when I saw the grade page, did we discover that once again, what you had told me was inaccurate. (like seeing the Cartier bracelet on your wrist). the only class that you did well, not once did you tell me you had not gone to class as you had promised. not once did you tell me that driving school would mean no attendance at the university, you told me that you wanted to go to school, over and over again, that everyone said you needed a degree and that you wanted one, I gave in reluctantly to your wishes with your devout crying promise that you would not do to me what you had done to the Bulgari's, waste their resources after saying you were serious and that this time would be different. you didn't ask the uni for tutors help, you didn't try to get it right, you didn't submit papers that everyone else did on time. all the while, going to parties, fashion shows, etc.

Ps: the difference between and this school is that in this one I like the teachers, classes are interesting and I enjoy it (even if I didn't submit things on time I always participated in all my classes) The subjects that I chose for January are interesting, all related to my major and closer to what I want to do later.

I'm still learning and growing. I'm aware of my previous mistakes, I apologized for my bad behavior and I'm still paying the consequences. However I'm trying to focus on today's in order to do better than before. For now I am focusing on my internship trying to do well because I know it's important and I also would like to make you happy.