Re: Whining

I have never thought you would abandon me like this, ever.

I am trying to do =hings differently in order to grow, build my identity and stand up on my o=n two feet as I said... You are the one person that has always been there =or me and the only one I could really rely on. I just didn't expect yo= would let me go like this after everything... I would like to do somethin= for you to show you my gratitude. I know I've lost a lot of time, pat=ence of yours, credibility and made many mistakes by repeating the same wr=ng path over and over- I apologize for this. I will never be thankful enou=h. Thanks to you I've learned so many things that without your support=l would have probably never known. You taught me so much about life and my=elf that I can only be thankful with you. I want to make you happy and I&#=9;m sorry I've disappointed you. It's by falling that one learns t= walk and thanks to all of these mistakes that I have done over and over l=#39;ve finally cleared up my mind and understood what are my real goals ( =or real )

Ps: I am meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer o= Friday ( we went at his studio together once ). I think he is the perfect=base to start with if I want to learn about photography specially for the =se of light. He is excellent in this and I could learn a lot from him. I l=ve his work

I'm sure you might think that photography is not a =eal job but it can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginning I will =arn no money with it since I have to learn and I will probably need to wor= in a shop or something to earn some money. My question is how do I learn =y assisting a photographer if I work in a shop all day ?? How can I earn m=ney to pay my rent and living and in the same time learn a new skill in or=er to grow in that specific field ? I'm not sure how I should manage t=is...

i= I was smart and beautiful as you said I would be already successful and y=u would probably be with me instead of ignoring me. I don't even have = degree now