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l=am trying to do things differently in order to grow, build my identity and=stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the one person that has a=ways been there for me and the only one I could really rely on. I just did='t expect you would let me go like this after everything... I would li=e to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I know I've lost arlot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made many mistakes by repenting the same wrong path over and over- I apologize for this. I will never=be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so many things that wit=out your support I would have probably never known. You taught me so much =bout life and myself that I can only be thankful with you. I want to make =ou happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. It's by falling =hat one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mistakes that I have don= over and over I've finally cleared up my mind and understood what are=my real goals ( for real )
These are my goals:
- Photography: Learning
photog=aphy because it's my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) and I have an eye =or it. Starting by becoming a photographer's assistant in order to mas=er a camera, the light and learn all the basics.
Next: being represented by Next as an influence= not just because of my name but as a professional photographer and promot= my work or fashion brands.
Acting classes ( if possible)
Train regularly and keep a healthy lifestyle
I will work hard in =rder to achieve these goals.
l love you so much Jeffrey, I =ust want to make you happy and if there is anything I can give you or do f=r you please let me know. I mean it.
if I w=s smart and beautiful as you said I would be already successful and you wo=ld probably be with me instead of ignoring me. I don't even have a deg=ee now
It's not whining, =t's the truth
Whining
You didn't reply to my message
do as you wish, i will not be there. 40=A0 if i were you i wouldnt spend any money on anything but essentials.Q=A0 . i do not intend to give you any more money. . =C2* I will be in europe for most of the next three weeks. I =ish you luck ,