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Jeffrey what makes life worth living? I can't find any answer to this and I really don't understand. Nothing makes sense to me and I feel it's all a meaningless thing. We are all living in a big illusion, with people creating fictional goals, trying to survive as long as they can and distracting themselves in order to forget about it and have some sort of reason to wake up in the morning, everyone with their own values and beliefs and in the end we're all ending up in the same black hole soon, which is formed of nothing. From the most successful person to the most miserable one: everyone on earth ending up in the same nothingness. I don't know if people are conscious about it in their daily lives, but I think about it everyday which makes it quite scary, alienating and depressing.

correct. woody alien says it is if everyone on the trains to aushcitz concentration camp where they will go up in smoke is partying and worrying about which shoes to wear

So maybe I'm safe now that I've missed all the trains...