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I=#39;m still under your house on the road. I'll wait there until I pass=out. No words could ever describe the meanness of what you said to me last=night.

You said you are done wi=h me because of what happened 2 years ago and accused me of being a "=hief' BUT since then you've still continued to help me, see me an= speak to me. The REAL reason is when I came to see you last time in Paris=in November and I was upset we never slept together and for THIS REASON yo= sent me back to Italy and started detaching from me by saying mean things=all the time because you are a COWARD And all you told me was BULSHIT and =IES.

I trusted you , you stole from me, you hurt=me greatly. I forgave you. I trusted you aga=n you lied to me , hurting me more. . I forgave you/0=A° you made promises to me and broke them, one after another . , killing a=y feelings that were still left. you are not angry=at me, I have been there for you I beleive you are angry=at your father dying and leaving you, for your old boyfriend dying a=d leaving you nothing. and angry at yourself for not being the perso= you hoped you would one day be.

you had an apt. you had money, you made an agr=ement . many agreements promises YOU broke them all. =A0 you will figure it out. maybe you should try to get a job i= the south of france for the summer , thousands of euros=C2, youdecided how to spend. I said your behavior was tha= of a cunt . not you. read how many times you made promi=es to me. than stole, lied stole. lied . and=you suggest that forgiving you was the cause of your current problems40=A0 i should have not spoken or forgiven, good luck </=iv>

At the oppos=te from them you are not dead and the fact that you consciously left me li=e this alone in the road it's the worse thing a person could ever do, =uch worse then everything you've cited above. You don't take care =f a girl the way your did and just leave it like this to its own destiny, =ou don't even do this with animals. It's like having a pet and the= leave it in the street after he has never been thought how to chase, the =et dies. What you are doing it's an indirect murder.

after repeated broken pro=isess , pledges agreements I left you over a half year ago. =A0 I have no answers for you. I gave you my best advice, ( fa=e producers. etc ) you decided you would do it anyway . =you are working good . I phone was stolen=A0 I replaced it though i was not speaking to you. you are cle=er, move on find work keep at it. . sorry nothing =ore

Yesterday you told =e I was a cunt, a morron, that you never loved me and that I fucked my who=e life over.

It is your probl=m because YOU left me in this situation. Yesterday you told me things that=made me feel sick from how mean it was. Even though I'm working hard I=don't earn enough to leave up with my expenses, I can't even rent = house. You don't kill a person the way you are doing. You don't d= that