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I have left Paris for California. I wish you well. I have little reason to trust anything you say. After many times promises agreements, pledges all broken. To suggest that my giving in to your crying, whining, and stupidity, was the wrong thing to do. And I should have not helped earlier is typical of your convoluted way of thinking.

Quite the contrary you tell the child, you don't know how to drive it takes time to learn. The kid steals the car and crashes it. You forgive him, you tell him his actions have consequences, but he steals the car again, runs over some other kids, and then whines that he doesn't know how to drive.

Stealing the car, lying about knowing how to drive (which you also did). I have no one to blame but myself. Please don't write me anymore.

No nothing. Tantrums, crisis after crisis, goodbye.

It's easy, go through the last two years of emails that you have sent me. Search for the word "sorry" or phrase "I'm sorry."

How much money do you need? A month.

No, that is the same amount that I gave you before, the same amount that you screamed I don't care if I spend all the money you gave me on tickets to New York. The same amount that you promised to account for but broke your promise, the same amount that most people make working full time.

You have told me the same story 3 times. Each time you ask and then do as you please throw tantrums, scream, threaten, keep everyone in my house awake. I asked you to keep track of the money the last three times, you agreed. You agreed to take a part-time job and then quit after two weeks. And then you scream that I should not have helped you if I thought it was the wrong thing.

You've apologized at least 12 times I have over 20 I'm sorry, it won't happen again I PROMISE. This is just more of the same. Only last week you were screaming in the street, causing distress to everyone in my house, ringing the bell incessantly, jumping up and down and yelling. I have no idea why you think that is how girls behave. You promised to take care of your money at least three times before. I see no difference now. It is exactly the same as before.

Congratulations.

I'm not sure why you even think after all that you have done that I should help. So many others that keep their word come first.

You've asked me the same questions 10 times, swore that this time was different and then broke the agreements. Each time I told you, if this continues you will lose me, it did and you did.

Not as good as Ted essay you swore you wrote but lied.

Always always about you and what you need or want.

I think about it, but this is the EXACT same story for at least the 5th time.

Thank you for taking the time to=think about it...

I will not promise you anything but wil= let the actions speak by themselves. I would like to make you happy witho=t causing you distress. If you ever decide to give me another chance, I wi=l do my best not to let you down anymore not only for you but also to prov= to myself that I can make it. It took time but finally I've understoo= that no one else is going to do it for me if I don't. After repeated =istakes and falling, I'm learning to see life with a different point o= view shaped with discipline, learning, hard work and gratitude in order t= achieve my goals and grow to become a better version of myself. I've =een giving it a lot of thoughts and understood what life is really about. =othing can be achieved without discipline and hardwork. I believe I'm =eady to bring out the best of me in order to achieve concrete results by m=king a positive and meaningful change to my everyday life and apply your g=idance with a serious and mature approach. I apologize one more time for m= mistakes and misbehavior hoping I can move forward and never let it happe= again.

Not sure if I should be flattered or offended but I L=;ll take it as a compliment

makes little difference to me, im not su=e why you think i should help you? yes you need it , yes=you want it. but thats the same old story , over and over.4)=A0 each time exactly the same. i realize now. blah=blah, this time is different blah blah, i promis= blah blah , trust me blah blah, . i w=nt i need I want i need

who wrote that?Q=A0 tell the truth, as i know you had help

I promise on my own Life t=at I just wrote it

I've been writing, rewriting and correcting it in order to find the e=act words and achieve perfection for almost 2 hours on my notes. I would n=ver show this to anyone as it is for me extremely personal and heart-felt.