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sorry i= has taken so long. too many different drugs, =AO strategys pressures . I am very und=rstainding. however , it is time now to make some real p=ogress. you have done very well with school. =. When i tell you there is a problem with PAul, =AO and after taking the time to really reaserch it. =AO you should know i only do what I know to be right for you,=CZ Instead of thianks for taking the time, and spendi=g the effort you argue with me that you dont want to lose a fr=end. you should think about this. =AO I will go with you if you want to a new shrink. . =AO or help organize a plan. i know it will be fine but c=utches need to be dropssed at some point

I asked you what happened an= you said nothing. I didn't know you had put in such time and effort. = later learned you had had a phone conversation with him. I don't like=to use your time or cause you stress and that is generally why I try my be=t to stay away from you with any problems related to men, school, visa =A0etc. Honestly it was a shock to me and difficult to hear that another pe=son I have trusted and held in high regard may not be who I thought they w=re, and my reaction was to that and not thinking of the time it had taken =o find out. Honesty, integrity and truth are obvious givens to me and I th=ught for most people, and it seems like each day I am learning that those =hings that I thought to have are actually rare qualities in people. I have=the deepest gratitude to you for all that you do for me and all that you g=ve me every single day. I don't want you spending your time on me.

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i do spend time , it is your responsbility to =ct on it, instead of whining that you are losing a friend. =AO lets get moving and deal with progress. i know how ha=d you have tried. and respect that