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Thank you.. I'll be working the day of my birthday since they couldn't move the shoot and will spend all August in Paris. No vacations, no boys, no sun, no fun. My babysitting job is starting back in September.. Even for photo assistant I will always remain at the same basic level since I've never went to a photo school to learn and people don't have time to teach. I would like to spend my time learning something new. I might have found a job in a juice bar in August... I wish I could have a real career somewhere but with no skills and no studies it's impossible, that's why I feel that getting my butt in shape is my only way out.

I told you that I might have found a job in a juice bar for the month of August and I have my babysitting job from September till all year long. It's easy to find basic jobs even last minute and they're the only thing I can do. I have not forgotten I had the opportunity to study and I'm not blaming anyone except myself. I was just very immature and probably still now, but less.

You've always repeated me over and over again "having a job means getting paid", so the month of July I've earned 4K. Now that I am earning you tell me: "this is not a real job". Then, when I ask you "can you help me find one?" Your answer is "I don't know anyone". So I found babysitting which I suppose it's a real job for you. My question is: Since I've got no studies, If I babysit for a period of time can I work for you afterwards or would you help me find a better job?

and when you had the opportunity to study you didn't. it seems you may have forgotten. having no resumes out, knowing in advance that you would have no work and violate our agreement.

Is there any future plans you have in mind for me or are you just telling me to babysit in order to keep me busy and earn a little money since modeling is not a real job and I can't study? Sorry it's important for me to understand.

I have no plans for you AT ALL. !!! Zero just do as you please leave me out of it.

Sorry????!!!!

So basically after all the efforts I'm putting you are telling me that you see no future for me. ZERO??

You told me it was in our agreement that I had a job, I find it normal to ask you why and where is this leading since I've got no studies ahead.

I prefer no contact with you. I told you before. You asked for money. As usual I told you I would supplement work pay, that's it.

Im fine. hope your birthday is fun. glad to hear about photo job. your resumes should have been handed out months ago. when you knew summer would not have work, not weeks after they left. sorry. you ass does look good hope it gets you what you want.

One more whine and I will block your emails