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Hope that one day you realize how you destroyed a person's life by acting the way you did.

how likely is that? the reason was your behavior, deal with it.

Which behavior are you talking about? You kept saying this for years by lowering my self esteem and saying very mean things to me when the only thing that I wanted was to make you happy.

chck the emails from nme that sa= i forgivr you but if you lie again i will leave you alone' .= and.. the rest is as you knowit

Jeffrey I didn't lie again. I was working at Petersham for almost a year for you because I wanted to prove you that I could do it and also because you told me to, until I met my boyfriend this summer who offered to take care of me. I didn't lie to you. Understand that if I was still working at Petersham at this time I would still be dependent on you for the rent as I couldn't support myself with what I was earning and you didn't want to give me any future so what I did and the decision I made to quit my job in the summer is totally understandable. I feel much more peaceful and relieved now that I don't have financial problems and have a roof over my head. I really appreciated your help and I will be forever grateful and I feel better now that I don't need your financial support as I felt it was a burden for you. I always defend you against everyone and it hurts me to know that you wouldn't do the same for me. What I greatly suffer, everyday, is that you completely disappeared and left me alone after you told me that you forgave me knowing how attached I was/am to you as you represented the world to me. I really miss your presence, talking to you on a daily basis because there is nothing that made me more happy than hearing your voice and having you by my side.