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I am your friend, I am also your employer, but I am your friend first. I am very concerned that you have lost your way. I have given you my best advice. I respect that you have your own views and desires. Had I been in your place I would have spent time on learning to type, organizing a business calendar, learning business etiquette, massage, stretching, other physical things. Throughout your last visit, I heard can I have an hour for tennis, can I have time to swim, can I have time to exercise, can I have singing lessons, can I have time to sing for Berkeley. Not one time, did you ask if you could have time to practice massage, typing, learning something of value. You are disciplined when it comes to how you look, you look great, however that requirement of modeling years is over. And there are other more important things to do if you want to be secure in the future. I don't know what happened the last time you were in Poland, but I know you have not been the person I know. Amy asked me over and over, if you were feeling well. (you had not asked her on the plane to help, serve, assist) you just slept in your chair then in the bed, and that was after crying in the morning regarding the IRS (or at least that is the reason you gave). I believe in you, I understand you, I seem unable to communicate the need to grow up.

Thank you for your email. It shows to me that we misunderstand and miscommunicate each other. I understand and respect that you have different views and ideas. You can evaluate my work as low as you want. It's interesting that regarding models you always say that you don't want to judge their behavior, but it's so easy for you to bring me down. I cannot agree with what you wrote though. I tried to follow your directions. I really did. Not only assisting stuff. Regarding agency, IRS, and personal life.

I've heard criticism before so I made some changes, hoping to not receive negative opinion in the future. During last visit I actually did type at my room, watched video you've sent me, tried stretching positions, tried to learn different massage techniques types, printed and read about business etiquette and calls. I was cooking, doing massage and facials for you as best as I could. I see that this is not good enough and word "you are great" has no value. It's clear to me that you are unhappy with my results.

Perhaps I should reject your propositions of entertainment too. Also I can't agree that "beauty" is so important to me. It isn't... I have other priorities in my life.

There are other things I misunderstood like Africa, singing CD or even earlier - school? I'm not gonna ask for that no more, I'm not gonna ask for anything, but it appears to me that it would never happen anyway. I'm sorry to write all this, but you told me that being honest is very important... I am your friend. Thank you for that, thank you for great time and everything...

All best,

Wysłane z iPada

I can see you are upset, and I am very sorry. I don't see where I gave a low opinion of you or your work, but I read you are angry, I assume you forgot that the reason that school became difficult was that you did not pass the TOEFL test, and though we spent money and time to get a doctor note, you haven't yet taken it again. I also can see that the discussion regarding needing a few songs before a CD also fell into the forget category. I sincerely apologize for any misinterpretation, I take full responsibility and it won't happen again.