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I am your friend, I am also your employer, but I am your friend first. I am very concerned that you have lost your way. I have given you my best advice. I respect that you have your own views and desires. Had I been in your place I would have spent time on learning to type, organizing a business calendar, learning business etiquette, massage, stretching, other physical things. Throughout your last visit, I heard "Can I have an hour for tennis? Can I have time to swim? Can I have time to exercise? Can I have singing lessons? Can I have time to sing for Berkeley?" NOT one time did you ask if you could have time to practice massage, typing, learning something of value. You are disciplined when it comes to how you look, you look great, however, that requirement of modeling years is over, and there are other more important things to do if you want to be secure in the future. I don't know what happened the last time you were in Poland, but I know you have not been the person I know. Amy asked me over and over if you were feeling well. You had not asked her on the plane to help, serve, assist; you just slept in your chair then in the bed, and that was after crying in the morning regarding theirs (or at least that is the reason you gave). I believe in you, I understand you, but I seem unable to communicate the need to grow up.