Re: Hi Jeffrey

I thought so too... at the beginning I was doing well... But since I got back from Ukraine at the end of March I literally got just a couple of bookings...

And I don't have castings...that's the problem... and there are always some stupid excuses... or Oscar's parties...clients are busy...or Coachella - clients are busy... or something else... so I decided to leave this agency... And now I'm looking for some good agency with strong commercial board...

Barry told me about NEXT - and I got so excited - I thought it could be a good chance for me.. but if you are saying "no" - there is not much I can do about NEXT then...

And there are so many bad things happened to me since I got back from New Mexico... I broke up with my boyfriend - one evening I asked him to break up...but he didn't want... I slapped him on a face while we were fighting, cause he called me a slut (but I never cheated on him) - I tried to break up with him nicely... but he didn't want us to break up... so next morning he called the police and said that I assaulted him!!! Can you imagine???... he said that he loves me to death and in 5 minutes cops knocked to our door!!!

So I was dealing with police.. they really quickly found that he is insane psycho and they didn't let him sign the report, but they asked him to leave my apartment - cause this is my apartment and I was paying for it. I almost end up without my car... and furniture... cause he paid for it... And until now I'm still dealing with a lot of threats and bullshit... I paid him 5000 dollars to leave me alone... but he still didn't... So that's why I really disappointed with my agency... cause I don't have time to wait for castings... I need to work NOW!!!

Cause I have to pay my bills... you know? And also Steve had been so weird - right after I got back from New Mexico I texted him let's meet up for lunch and he text me this:

"Would love to. I miss you. I'm curious...I'm single and I'm not sure if you have a boyfriend right now. If you don't... have you thought about our friendship becoming anything more than that? I like you very much and feel comfortable asking you xx"

Since then we still didn't see each other. and I don't think I gonna see him anymore.. I can't... seriously I CAN'T do this!!!

I won't forgive myself... he'll just suck my youth without helping me... I know that... So I'm really kind of on the edge Jeffrey...

I don't know what to do :(((

terrible story, how can i help?