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Now that I understood the to=m "arrangement" and read a few articles about it I understand th= dynamics of what you were truly doing and what I represented for you. You=were just one of those disgusting man who needs to pay girls in order to h=ve company and sex out of of their lonely life. I didn't know there we=e so many people just like you, doing the same exact things. I'm in sh=ck. It looks like a big theater were everyone is playing a role and nothin= is real. Not even our friendship was. I was just living an illusion uncon=cious about what was going on. You pretended to be my friend/lover and man=pulated me the whole time. You used me and then abandoned me, treating me =ike meat. I guess this is how this dangerous game works that costed me a l=t psychologically, emotionally and not only. Real friends don't act th=s way and friendship is NOT a deal.

Honestly I would have preferred not to see all this and =now any of it, staying in my idealized world. I would have been much happi=r I think

It'= so crazy how your perception of life changes when you start to acknowledg= things like this.

I hope that with this lesson of life I will be more prepared, careful an= lucky in the future in meeting the right people , genuinely REAL and most=importantly not fall in the same horrible trap ever again.

trying to d=rty me and the past is not i believe a helpful way for you to move f=rward. arrangments are pay for sex. . period=. not for months of school, advice, travel on your own to scho=l, no sex no payments . not listening for ho=rs to opinions. guidance , long term pay for sex. = as you should recall there was nosex , but plenty of advice.=C2 all ignored. when you reaz=ie what friendship means. and the role you play in destr=ying any hope of one. you might begin to grow. lyi=g to friends is worse than family, somoen made a choice to be a frie=d it wasnt genetic. im confident you will find a way to =larity. . it wont be easy. but you can only get there in mu op=on with being honest WITH YOURSELF. . good luck . =lease do not respond ,

1. We did have sex ( liar )

• 2= The moment we didn't have sex anymore you started to detach gradually=C2

3. Some arrangements offer scholarships and m=ntoring as well not only sex (liar)

4. You told me =ou were in Norway while you were in Paris (liar) S)=You wrote me an email telling me we would speak in October, it never happe=ed (liar)

5. friends don't act this way

6. You've never been my friend, friends forgive. <=iv dir="auto">8) You took me out of school and left me on the road with =o education and no future.

7. You used me =A0

8. You broke my heart

9. I hate you