Re:

when speak?

Hi Jeffrey!

Thank you for being in touch. It would be great to talk to you. Today is probably good...it's a little difficult to plan not knowing when's good for you and I'd like to be focused and prepared for the call so if you would not mind when you get this email give me a time that works for you today and I'll make sure I'm not running around or distracted.

I hope you're well? Looking forward to talking with you.

Hi Jeffrey

Thank you for the call today...I apologise for cutting the conversation short. It feels difficult to explain to you how important it is for me to want to clean up my life, maybe you could understand how important that is...having a clear and focused mind...I feel like I've been numbing my pain...physical, emotional and mental for so long...my spirit does not want to allow it any longer. I want to feel free to express who I am even if it means I'll be a little miserable going through this adjustment. I want to figure out what productivity level works for me and not have it manipulated through something that pushes my buttons. My relationships of the past to date have all been a trigger and I would like time to talk about that to figure out what is out of place in my life so as to know how to rectify imbalances. There were things about me back when we first met that still somehow seem unresolved in my mind that I would appreciate the chance to talk about and resolve...the checks and balances...so to speak and what will allow me to move forward with clear consciousness...that is going to have to take me back on a long journey of exploration and deconstruction because I want to reconstruct my character so that it is more solid. I hope we can get a chance to have that kind of heart to heart...revisit the past and figure out why there may be imbalances and how to work on getting them straightened out.

Thank you for taking time to try and be of service with regards to how important health is.

Best regards,

Francis.

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