Re:

what is it please what?

If you can help me. I am working everyday

I've been standing all day in a shop today

What I earn merely reimburses the food and the transport

I'm not doing what I like neither following my passions because you told me I needed to find a paying job. Now I'm working doing things that I don't like most of the time because you told me I needed to work with no satisfaction and not even able to earn enough to pay myself a living. If you could help me I would still continue to work but at least I can have a decent life. You always told me you wanted me to be happy (maybe you didn't mean it).