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well?

Josh keeps coming up with idiotic ideas that I should try with another agency or go study forever. And thinks that there must be something wrong with the guy who wants to marry me without living with me. That's all he could come up with so far.

But he is going crazy, keeps asking me where I m going etc... Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

tell him , you need to make some decisions. I love you , but you are going to lose me. you have driven me away as i tried during what i know is a very difficult time to be by your side. you have refused to help.. no lawyer, . I had an abortion, I have stayed up many nights and you tell me you can't help???