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The fact that you are totally ignoring what I'm saying after all the efforts I am doing is a proof that you only pretended to care about my future as long as you wanted to fuck me. You played with my feelings, took me out of school and left me on the road

you were given every opportunity, threw it away and then want more. abused it, ignored it. broke every understanding re your commitment. and were told all along the way that this would be the only possible result. so here you are

All this without caring about the consequences

I went to jail. I paid fines, you have not served your penalty. You just complain everyday. You asked me if after 1 year I would help and I said yes, then 2 weeks later wanted more

you need to do it for one year no shorter

How do you know I'm working and doing the right things since you are not even following me ??? After a year how will you know what I've really been doing??? You are not talking to me and not following up

Remember when you went to jail? The lawyers could have told you the exact same thing "you were told all along the way that this would be the only possible result. So here you are". Because of the law you should have stayed much longer but you didn't and after a while found back your own bed and house when you might have thought you would never see it again. How happy were you in that moment? If you didn't have the money to hire good lawyers you might have stayed much, much longer and your future would have been extremely sad even though you had already lived most of your life BUT you were given a chance.

I feel the same way in this moment (at the beginning of my life). I feel like I've been in prison for so long and the only thing I desperately want is going back home.

Saying "here you are" after I'm doing everything you told me and living up to my agreements is totally uncompassionate. Instead of helping me thrive you are wishing me a bad future just to prove your point which is so unloving. I understand if I was doing nothing but I am doing exactly what you told me to do and putting a great amount of efforts in it since already a year. You just don't want to take responsibility for what you did by leaving me in this way.