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Don't you see all the things I'm doing in order to repair it ?? Maybe the only real mistake that I did is that I loved you too much

you mean as opposed to lying screaming stealing. lying

you walked into the street, after stealing lying and abusing my trust. and now complain that you were left. ridiculous

This was 3 years ago. I apologized and I've changed

One more time: I apologize for screaming in the street

I apologized, I'm working 9 to 7 even on the weekends. What should I do more?

I chose this job because I couldn't find any better ones. My choice was to stay with you, it was the only thing I truly wanted. Your choice was to kick me out. I told you, I'd like that you help me with my rent in London because I'm not able to pay it myself even if I work day and night with a normal job.

i dont know what the term help me with my rent means. how much money are you short per month? you were going to list your money so you would be able to deal with the idea, but you refused. you promised the 2 time to list your expenses but broke that agreement. you took money that i gave you for school and spent it on a class lied about it and never told me. how much money a month do you need?

I know, you are right. But I want to get better. I will do everything in my power to not disappoint you. My expenses would be 200 pounds per week to eat. Total = 2400 pounds. If you will pay for my food I will be able to save the 900 pounds I earn every month.

we did this before. i paid for everything and so you quit work with the whining i am not enjoying myself. have you actually found a room to rent or something

is there not a higher paying job, what do other girls do?

Even if I earned 1500 per month I would still not be able to pay myself a rent plus living expenses

where are you currently living? the idea that you suggest that i pay for food as well so you can save money is outrageous, have you found a place to live or is this all fantasy

I'm currently living at grandmother's house but I need to leave her house at the end of next week. I'm currently looking for apartments now and will start visiting them asap.