Re: One more time: I apologize for screaming in the street

One more time: I apologize for screaming in the street

This was 3 years ago. I apologized and I've changed

Don't you see all the things I'm doing in order to repair it?? Maybe the only real mistake that I did is that I loved you too much

Jeffrey, I think you totally don't understand me...

told me you were upset about the phone. I told that I appreciated the gift but I didn't understand why I should accept a phone from someone who doesn't want to have any contact with me at all. Honestly, if you wanted to give me a present, a phone call would have made me a thousand times happier. You hurt me greatly and this was a reaction of the pain I was enduring. I'm working everyday 9 to 5 and babysit on weekends, I've got no more life for myself and can't do what I really would have liked to do. If I don't earn more, it's simply because I can't find a job that pays more money. I didn't even finish my studies and you left me in the street. I'm working on weekends as well. I can barely support myself with what I earn and since now I was very lucky to not having to pay any rent in London but I can't stay in grandmother house anymore. I would need to pay a rent but can't afford it and I've got no place where to go. Please please please I just need a place to sleep...