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Jeffrey, I think you totally don't understand me...

told me you were upset=about the phone. I told Lesley that I appreciated the gift but I didn'= understand why I should accept a phone from someone who doesn't want =o have any contact with me at all. Honestly, if you wanted to give me a pr=sent, a phone call would have made me a thousand times happier. You hurt m= greatly and this was a reaction of the pain I was enduring. I'm worki=g everyday 9 to 5 and babysit on weekends, I've got no more life for m=self and can't do what I really would have liked to do. If I don't=earn more, it's simply because I can't find a job that pays more m=ney. I didn't even finish my studies and you left me in the street. l&=39;m working on weekends as well. I can barely support m self with what I =arn and since now I was very lucky to not having to pay any rent in London=but I can't stay in grandmother house anymore. I woul= need to pay a rent but can't afford it and I've got no place wher= to go. Please please please I just need a place to sleep...

i was not upset=about the phone. it is simple you have abused my trust, =e and my afffection. over over and over.

I apologized, I'm work=ng 9 to 5 ( even on the weekends). What should I do

more?

One more time: I apologi=e for screaming in the street

You never had any affection for me. If you did you=wouldn't have left me in the

street

????

I don't h=ve a place to stay. It's a serious problem

Yes , I told you i= you continued to break your commitments this situation was

inevitable =A0

So you would let me st=y in the street ???

how can you say the only real mistake i made. =AO and not add lying cheating stealing misleading disrepsecting. . shoulti=g. screamning crying. lying. . y=u chose a job that you liked that paid almost no money. it was your =hoice. not mine. you have to live with your choices. =AO. what would you like from me now.?

l chose this job because I couldn't find any better on=s. My choice was to stay with you, it was the only thing I truly wanted. Y=ur choice was to kick me out. I told you, I'd like that you help me wi=h my rent in London because I'm not able to pay it myself even if I wo=k day and night with a normal job

i dont know what the term help me with my rent means.=C2 ? how much money are you short permont=. . you were goign to list your money so you would be able to =eal with the idea , but you refused. you prosied the 2 time to=list your expenses. but broke that agereement. . y=u took money that i gave you for school and spent it on a class lied about=it. and never told me. . how much money a month do=you need ?

1)1700 pound per month for the house 2)=200 pound per week to eat

Total = 2400 pounds

But if you don't want to cover food, just 1700. If you will pay for my food I will be able to save the 900 po=nds I earn every

month.

we did this before. i paid for e=erything and so you quit work with the whingn i am not enjoyin= mysefl. have you actaully fround a room to rent or some=hing

I am l=oking for it. I also cannot continue to work if I don't have a place w=ere to

stay

is there =ot a hiher paying job, what do other girls do.?

All my girlfriends do the same as me. =hey earn between 900 and 1200 pounds but have their parents paying for the=r rents and living. Some also work for free doing internships. I don't=have parents who can provide for me

Even if I earned 1500 per month I would still=not be able to pay myself a rent plus living

expenses

and as yo= have fucked over anyone that was king to you, even telling me=regarding margos boy in south of france. why should i ca=e she doesnt own him

and then you wonder and whine that you= life is not what you had hopedl

Ttust

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