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I wonder if times to times you stop just for a second, think about me and realize how much you made me suffer. I ache for you, unbearably, everyday.
Sad to hear that the only thing you care about is your money. What serious damage did I do to you ? You use the term stealing when the only thing I did was taking a film class I was interested in after the semester was already paid. I didn't take any extra money for it. You make it sound like if I robbed you or I don't know what, telling me horrendous things for years, even after I apologized.
What you did to me was much, much worse because you interrupt my studies, left me in the street and all this in the middle of my growth without caring about my future and all the psychological consequences that followed, including my attachment to you.
I cared about you more than everything and loved you more than anything I have ever seen or imagined and you hurt me greatly treating me like a pair of shoes.
you take money, - lie, take more - steal take more -lie take more argue- take more lie , and then ask how much i have done TO YOU
Sorry if I'm not a kiss ass even when I need help. I will always say what I think no matter what. I hate fake people
somehow you believe by calling my help " sick " you will get additional underserved help is typical for your behavior.
I didn't say your help was "sick". I said the way you interpret things is sick
congratulations. more stupidity . - pride in nonsense . and unaware of the consequences of your disregard for generosity and kindness. at least you can tell yourself you are not a kiss ass. . what else are you not ? trustworthy honest. . . just silly
I've always been very grateful about kindness and generosity and I'm always grateful for what I have but I'm also aware that you left me in the street all by myself with no studies, no house and no future.
I appreciate the 3months salary BUT this is not what I asked. It doesn't allow me to take a house in London. I asked for a rent, a place where I know I can stay, leave my stuff and sleep peacefully.
But yes, you watered me like a plant for a year and then before the plant starts to blossom you stopped watering it and said " Let's see how much the plant can survive without water". Not much.
If I was just work=ng for the money I would be a prostitute and make 10k per week and wouldn&=39;t ask for your help. Maybe this is what you want me to do since the onl= thing you are truly interested in is how much money I make and my salary.=You told me I'm not allowed to do internships to learn because it'= "not paied". I don't know how I am supposed to support myse=f and pay a rent, living and all the life expenses with a normal job plus =ave money to buy myself a house in the future. It's Impossible. This i= the only solution I'm thinking about if I don't want to rely on y=u since you left me alone
i have heard this before. with again no acknowledgement of your disgraceful dishonest. behavior, you were never left. for you refused to come in. returning each time to the street and street lying. , even sending me work promising me it was your own effort , only to have to once again admit that you lied , but thought you could fool me and the school. you were supposed to study basic math, you preferred parties. you need to work, you wanted to play, you needed to tell the truth you lied. you agreed to study, your grades, i reviewed them again, were not my fault they were yours. i sent 3k pounds 3 months salary and received no thank you only more whinging outrageous
had you only done as you promised repeatedly to do. you would have been able to have all those things. . but ..
nonsense. you have ten emails that repeatedly ask that you stop throwing away the water, whining and lying about the sunshine. as the plant can only wither, but as usual you know best.
I've had enough- =Again /. Send me a signed contract for work and I will then and only then =onsider your request. You only deserve what you work for . Charity o=er
You are not answering=because you know it's impossible. Don't understand how am I suppos=d to make money
Do you agree ?
I w=ll never be able to be independent by having a normal job...
