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I will =elp you with watching Balle/ It concerns me that you still have not le=med that your responsibilities are yours „ not the people around you. =AOI feel sorry re Fatte. it was unfortunately inevitable. You took m= gift to you. probably the best dog i have seen, treated it carelessly or =ecklessly. I told you the moment I saw Peabo to get rid of it. you chos= not to. I specifically told you i didnt want Balle pregnant as it woul= change her personality which was unique. If you refused to do as i ask=d and you had the right to breed her, but it should be with a champion blo=d line, you chose not to. I asked you to give it away to someone oth=r than your grandfather, you chose not to. , You took balle and were carel=ss with peabo around. Irresponsible , When she was diagosed as pregnant=,you made a big showing buying all the equiptmnet , so it could give=birth in the house. you had gloves all the stuff you wanted, however wh=n push came to shove , you told me story advised you and , you turned over=the best dog to people you didnt know at all„ left the dog with the lowes= forms of life , and the result is the result. you then are both carels=s and reckless with keeping the last dog under close supervision. you take=it to a place where you dont know anyone, get sold a bullshit story , buy =n like you do to so many other online , tv scams , with again the same re=ult. Unliike balle , I can take care of myself. though you claim to lov= us both, neither one of us remain the same.

I don't know how our recollection of events can be so different.

You left to NYC and didn't answer your phone when she was giving birth =hile Story stayed on the phone with me throughout the night. I was terrifi=d about anything going wrong and I made decisions not based on Story's=opinion, but the vet's. I hope we can at least agree I absolutely want=d to do what was best for Ball-e and had no other motivation. You made no =ecisions, waited for the result of mine and then lectured me about what I =id wrong. Well, at that point I could see it for myself and don't need=anyone to point out the mistakes. Regarding Fatt-e you were unfortunately =gain not available during the critical moments and I had to make decisions=by myself about where to take her and what to do. You clearly had no contr.' over it and I am not suggesting you left me without help on purpose. You=were very helpful and kind once you landed. I did the best I could and the=e was nothing irresponsible or reckless about my decisions. I do feel guil=y for not being home for the few hours before you left when something happ=nded to Fatt-e.

For the record, I am not suggesting you are responsible for anything that h=ppend with the dogs at all. They were fully my responsibility. You were no= involved and I realize the mistakes that were made. What I am saying is t=at you are not in a position to discipline me about it or blame me for wha= happened

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I said i would not bring it up, but if you like i can respond to this. b=lle getting pregnant by peabo , especially peabo was a direct result of yo=r being irresponsible , careless, reckless.. everything else flows from th=t. you dont pay attention. your slef views of your level of competence = experience flies in the face of reality , the outcomes are the same. your=self image of helping caring being there, is as fictional for me as they w=re for balle. I did not participate with balle so you would see , your dec=sions , without the abillity to blame me, ( which you haven't in bale =ase. ) left to your own judgment , result in disaster .Lucklily this time =to only dogs.-you say you dont need anyone to point out the mistakes. This=is about us, not about the dogs. your perception of your role in this m=ss is similar. When you in your words pick X, it is your choice= when you choose to be a bitch to frineds in my house it is your choice, w=en you choose to nag me , when you choose not to be helpful, (but think yo= are, ► the results are all the same . THe facts are the facts. Your bl=ck instructor for the plane , gets to point out your mistakes. that is his=job,. that is how you learn, your defensivness and lack of accpetance, of =epsonsiblity, is painful to watch. THe dog issue makes it clear, you ha= the best boyfriend , and the best dog. neither one still are.