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I can't sleep. I am going to the hospital to sit there and wait but can't take her home in the middle of the night without help. I will be there until the morning...

I had asked you repeatedly to let me bring her to new york , where there is staff, facilities the best animal medical care , i told you the animal medical center was on 61 and the river, I had called them and they said no problem flying privately with balle. you had repeated over and over no, you would not travel because you wanted to stay with her. Knowing your love for that dog, i let you do as you pleased. you take it to an emergency facility in west palm, without knowing anything about the place or people. after weeks of talking about this , you tell me that sarah and you, sarah who told you she knows nothing about these things , and as is your right you change your mind and leave the dog with strangers. it is your right to do as you please with your dog. I had asked that you come with me to new york , you told me you couldn;t. when i asked merely asked what happened , you kept saying why do you want to know, why did i want to know that after weeks of planning , and caring for the most important living thing in your life, you decide to leave it in a facility you know nothing about with people you know nothing about, because they are an animal center is so far from anything i can understand, so I asked if you are ok, as i am trying to figure out why ,and what happened and all you do is keep asking why i want to know.