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Not good!

I feel I can't do it on my own anymore! I almost finish all the positiv= energy you gave me last time when I saw you! My batterys are almost fi=ished! I'm running in a circle,going nowhere! I wanted to start a new life here, to work, to rent a place, but seems like=everything is against me! My boyfriend gives me a lot of moral suport, and=belives in me like noone did before except you! I have to take serious decisions as soon as possible! I liked this kind of life, but is becoming more difficult every day. And belive me, since I spent that weekend with you I started to belive more=in me and my powers...but as I said before,l'm becoming week.

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I feel like th=s indeed...

I already decided to spend hollidays home...and from there ='ll have to take decisions! Defenetly I don't want to stay home! I=wish I could start something here,in London... I'll consider u're invitation coming before Christmas there!

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i understand your frustration, you can do many things, this chapter is a= an end.. you are welcome to come to florida for a week„00 NOT start to t=ink about christmas, and going home for the holidays and deciding after th= new year, you are unique and need to take control NOW/ putting off dec=sions is not in your interst

i might be able to help.. but modeling is over// i have many friends in lon=on