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So does this mean you have had svetlana at the house since I left already?

You give them a sense of job well done... Lucky lucky girls. They do little besides nodding their heads and spending time with you in beds, baths & beyond and they get to feel good about themselves and think that you care. I know it's tiring to be charming and I guess you are then all praised-out when it comes to me.

We both made mistakes but I am the only one in timeout here while you are having fun with other people. I don't see a reason to make myself lonely & miserable instead of making the best of this time and doing the same. Not that I have, want or could have feelings for anybody else but I'd like to have fun too and save on electricity.

I have not heard from Sarah either. I sent her an email to see how she was doing but I haven't heard back.

no svetlana has not been here, in fact i have not heard from her. but thanks for reminding me. This is about you and I, if you want to make it about others, we can I think that is not in our interest. I would ask you, to stop nagging me about girls. you are driving me away. This is about you contributing, it is the same request. Once again you want to make it about what you get. I am unable to communicate the idea of responsibility to you.