Re: sorry...
I feel so bad right know... The feeling that I didn=1439;t reach your expectations and didn't do enough for you to make you=happy is killing me. No words can actually express my gratitude towards yo=. Everyday I am thankful and realize how lucky I was to share all this tim= and those amazing moments with the most inspiring and greatest man I ever=met. Since I have met you my life has changed for the best and I consider =ou more important than anyone else has ever been for me. When I put my arm= around you it feels like home. You have been so kind and wonderful to me.=Thank you for influencing me for the better. I am so greatful. I'm sor=y if you don't see it beacause I didn't do enough... I know I am s=ill immature in many different aspects. I am trying to change and learn fr=m my mistakes. I agree when you say that words don't count. For this r=ason I apologize if my words didn't reflect my acts. Please forgive me= I'll do better next time... I miss you tremendously.
I =end you a big, warm hug.
did something happen? are you ok?
you asked that i be direct. so I will. -- =AO I told you that I am simple,and as i told you repeate=ly I will be with the person that i feel treats me as well as I tre=t them. I am not interested at all in words. ( unless whispered =A0in bed of course: )) . yo= feel and have said over and over that doing nice things makes you feel li=e a slave. ? showing kindness makes you feel weak, adn vulnerable . =orrying about what others might think or say, stops you. asking wha= I like makes you feel small? asking to be taught things that I enjoy seem= too much to ask.but excuse after excuse after excuse. . I am=aware you are young, very aware, however i don't think that fac= prevents kindness. manners. initiatve, gratitiude, i think that you=attempting to blame it on being young is merely a poor justification for s=lfish.
I am looking forward to=our next chapter in the story. I had given you my best advice . you =ecided not to take it. dont worry, we will have much more time toge=her