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but you are asking AGAIN< if you recall = told you october if you behaved, if if if if if !!!!!!!!!= you never keep your word.!! . and the= wonder why I dont feel any need to keep mine. you=lie over and over an then expect to receive thigns as if had kept your wor=. it is crazy, you make agreements=A0, break them and say why dont i get what i m promised. =A0 agreements espec ially in your case require you to keep yo=r word when you dont there is no agreement. =C2 when you lie there is no loner any agreement. =A0 im not asking so much ive heard each time you want somethin=.

that is the prescription for =ailure. your romantic desire to only do as you enjoy is =TUPID childish and will only lead to failure. 4>=A0 if you are unwilling to accept life as it is. but want to live in=the make believe world of what you would like it to be, you will end=up again in a bad place. you had a relation with an 86 year ol= man. that was not ordinary. i respected that. 4=A0 you then wanted to be an actress. a photographer. a model.=C2* a a .. all silly ideals. =C2. you complain that life is not what you want it to be ..C24> you quit work as a waitress. so that y=u can ask for charity instead of helping yourself. . you=want to be in sch000l but to only take classes you like. =C240 these charactizcs are those of a 12 year old. 4>=A0 you throw tantrums in the street. and now look to drugs to help y=u focus. you chose a job that pays little be=ause you like it. instead of choosing a job that pays the rent. =/div>

it sseem you left out the I respected part. 40=A0 what i dont respect it teh childish ttantrums. crying screa=ing jumping swearing. because of yoru unewillingess to accept =our own actions and that neither I nor life owes you a living