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I d=n't go out anymore. It's not in my interest and you can as= Mow how anti social I became. I just want to grow by doing something I=E24*m passionate about in order to flourish and it's only in t=is way that I will be able to get ahead grow and learn. Now I'm ju=t wasting my time AGAIN because I'm doing something that makes abs=lutely no sense.
i have no interestg in hearing the s=me bullshit over and over. you have to work to sur=ive. that is life. finding something you enj=y comes MUCH LATER . after you work. sorry, =C* you refulsed to learn in school. you took ridcuulo=s courses. on gender. . now you pay the price.
Your answer just demonstrates how unloving your are to=ards me. Gender class was a required class that I needed in order to compl=te my degree. I never chose it. "Now you just pay the price*=9D makes me understand that you don't want me to flourish and you =ust want the worse for my future. I'm wasting my youth and all the=best opportunities ahead of me because I need to pay the price of your rev=nge. You don't see me since 2 years and I can promise you I.=99ve grown a lot, you don't even know all the shit I had to go thr=ugh. And all this just to pay the price of your revenge doing things that =on't lead anywhere. You say I need to work to survive but working =n an office 9 to S doesn't even gives me the money to support myse=f. So what's the point ?? I will never be able to make money that =ay because I'm not an office type of girl, I don't have th= capacity and I'm not smart enough to make money businesswise.40=A0
I don't even kno= why am I doing this
typical I ask you a question and yo= ignore it. but try to find a reason not to work . =would have been better had you given me names of decorators. brt , no you are only focused on yourself and your very predicatgale situati=n.
I proposed it becaus= I love decorating houses. If I’m dri=en by something I like, I do it well and it gives purpose to my life. At t=e moment I’m doing things that I hate with absolutely no purpose o= goals. Not very motivating...
driven by some=hing you like is the essecnce of childishness. . =C2* you are an adult. you should be driven by getting ahead=C24) grwoing learning. instead you want more of w=at you like. parties. etc. SAME OLD SHIt
Your girls in NY are also adults BUT they take art classes which I suppos= it's something they like. Of course I want to grow but what4>=99s the point of being driven by something you don't like ? I am n=t a business women. I need to do something artistic. I know myself. I don=E244t give a shit about parties, this was 3 years ago
I hate working in an off=ce 9 to 5. I'm not even earning enough money to support myself. l=E2$4m so upset
to survive. that is all. =C24, your lies . cheating and stubbornness as brought you to the on=y place of could have. and you were warned t=me and time again that this would be the outcome if you continues to act l=ke a spolied brat. . you made the decisions that brought=you to this shit
Are you kidd=ng me ?? You have no idea what I had to hear from my mother of me being wi=h you and that was one of the main reasons we fighted among many others. l=am not able to make money and support myself by working in an office 9 to =. Everyone is different. I am not a business women and never will be.
I've already learned this and I've also learned that ='m not able to make any money to support myself in this way. If th= goal is just making money which I don't even make by being a wait=ess I'd rather become a sex worker. At least I will learn to give =ood blow jobs and make money since you don't want to take care of =e. I also no I don't want to find another boyfriend because I don=E2.4)t like anyone else besides you.
sad to hear, that youre only solutio= is so sordid. shows how stupid you really are sor=y
This is what will happe= to me since you decided to abandon me. This is not really what I had in m=nd for my future...
I=will never take drugs. I don't believe in love anymore after you, I t=;ve lost all hopes and I'm already fucked mentally so it's going t= be easy for me. It's a job like another in the end. You said to me I =on't have to like what I do and my only purpose should be to earn mone=. So between being a waitress and a hooker I earn more money by being a ho=ker
drug addicts are just another type of hooker. . th=y are the same, the unwillingess to deal with the real world = nothing more If you quit work , your apt ends the next day
Drug addicts don’t make any mo=ey.
For what regards the coralation of escaping real li=e I agree. I have no intention of living a shity life. It makes me fall in=o depression. Specially when you've seen what's better. I prefer t= escape or not to live at all
the drug addict mantra -ex=ctly congragulations
I don&=39;t find any joy of living a shitty Life. Actually I think no one does bu= it's worse when you've seen what's better because it's im=ossible to go back
I've ne=er took any drugs in my life and don't drink any alcohol. I just get b=ard of "normal" life and makes me fall into depression
Actually there is a big difference between me=and a drug addict. When I'm in a comfortable situation doing every=hing I like with nothing to worry about and with someone I love I done>=804,t feel any need to escape. I don't want to be left on my own.=A drug addict feels the need to escape even in the most comfortable and st=ess free situation. The other difference is that the state and the situati=n that I want to reach is perfectly reachable in real life and most of it =an be solved with money (except for love). Contrary, with drugs you escape=in a totally fictional world that doesn't exist in real life and t=e only way to go back to it is taking more drugs.
I'm not everyone.
you are just like everyone else. get =ver it
No I'M NOT. You are=not like everyone else to me
No it's not for this. Actually you didn*=99t keep it all the times
Jeffrey I still didn'= understand what happens if I work until October?
and fut=re the moment you quit ? do you r=member that you lose your apt and must pay your own rent both past
Yes but w=at is the goal if I work until October ?
if you work until october =i will talk to you in the first week of oct , if not nevr again <=div>
If I work until October I can see you, talk to you on the p=one, go to to a school or internship of whatever I like doing, come to NY =f I want to live there for a period of time exactly like your assistants. =k ?
Plu= go to the gym, keep healthy, accommodation... Same exact thing they have<=div>
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